To everyone who has added me to their deviant watch, anyone who has supported my art, anyone who has simply enjoyed my art or my pressence her in DA, I apologize for havign been gone for so long. Befor my dissapearence I have posted that I would be moving to Thailand. The move was a huge change for me and it took me very long to settle down and be content again. I was pretty miserable, pretty grumpy, pretty lonely most of the time. But that's not the reason I haven't been around.
Drawing is my expression, but i don't think I'm at the level where I can express the more complex feelings that I felt during that time. I simply stopped drawing (of course i doodles but 1. they were only doodles 2. they were ugly 3. i didn't love them). I didn't know what to draw or why to draw. When I drew, my work seemed to lack whatever made my like my own work before. So it was a year adn a half long artist's block.

However, I never had the intention to stop drawing forever. I'm not quite sure why or how but I can feel myself stepping out of the pharse. I've started a new sketchbook and have dug up some ok doodles and touched them up. So what I mean to say is

I'm back with more artwork so you all can look forward to them. I think that I have matured in the last year and I think my art may have matured as well, but that is for you to judge. I'm stepping away for manga/anime style and want to try more color in my art + some new styles. I hope you all will enjoy them as much as I enjoy creating them.
Thank you for everything and please continue you give your love and support as always.

Thanks
NKM

so i've been in Thailand for a while. still wanting to go back to EL all the time.
Miss my friends a hell of a lot. Woudl die to be with my girlfriend again
it's hard and strange to adjust into a completely new society and knowing i'll have to spend alot of time here.
I really worried about where i'll be headed, which path my education will take and where i'll end up in 5 years
haven't been able to spend alot of time with art. that might be one of the biggest blows. I feel like i haven't been able to really express what I feel and there's an icky feeling about that

Most likely I'll be moving back to Thailand in the beginning of May. I'm pretty down about it. I dont' knwo how to feel though. I don't want to be sad about that shit but ya know...and i'm not i gusse. I dread it adn i'm afraid of forgetting of being lost and losing everyone. i don't have that many people i hold real close and the few i have i don't know what to do without them.
I may dissapear again for a while

i'll be honest, i haven't drawn crap. i've been pretty busy. now it's spring break, i'll try to draw something. ><;;

beenw ith steffie for 2 weeks, spent all my time with her instead of spending it drawing. not sure which of the two is more productive.

met miki today. it was cool, alot of fun.